My Truden Life

I am only reminding you

First Answers

Lying on the lawn during my lunch time, I had my first sparks of Truth.

In the beginning I was amazed, and then the doubt came in my mind: is that truthful experience or it is some kind of illusion? If it comes in my mind isn’t it created by me?

Every question that arose in me was answered.

I was thinking: “What is That thing, which I hear in my meditations?”
The answer came: “I Am before Krassy”
(My brother’s short name is Krassy)

I doubted that I’m going crazy.
The answer came: “(Life) Begets on You”.
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The “absolute meaning”

So… Do not choose your Teacher!!!
Man choice is always WRONG!!!
Therefore: DO NOT CHOOSE!!!

Be like a walker in the field of flowers. Enjoy it.
The only thing you can “choose” is not to step on a flower.
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There is always one better than you

I shared in person with quite a few people the story about the first miracle happened to me…
It is remarkable that none of them accepted it with joy…
None of them showed that they are glad to meet someone that had word from God.
On the contrary – there was doubt, discomfort, jealousy, hate…
In the beginning that shocked me.
Now I’m use to it.
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First Miracle

As I said in the begining, my conscious life started some five years ago…
That time I was working for Nicholas Gaudard (Swiss Joinery).
We needed some more help in the woodwork shop and Nick asked me to find somebody from my Bulgarian friends in Pretoria. I called one guy which I did not know very well, but I could see as honest and responsible man.
He didn’t even know carpentry, but in few months time he was able to work alone on a project.
After Bojko (his name) got his first salary from Swiss Joinery, he and his wife invited me (and my wife) for restaurant dinner.
On that dinner was my first time when I was seriously dragged in a conversation about God.
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Mentioning some “rules”

OK, up to now we have two “rules”, coming after the understanding that Everything is possible.

1) Do not DO.
(Be in the motion without being the motion. Be Observer!)

2) Good attitude about the events in your life.
(Everything – good or “bad” is the best that God prepared for you)

Mentioning the “rules” word I’d like to make it very clear: I don’t follow rules, and I’m against anything that is covered with this word and understanding.

To every rule one guilt is attached and one failure.
Accepting the rule, you accept certain percentage of possibility to fail.

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Everything in this world is given in your favor!!!

You have friends – they are in your favor.
You have enemies – they are in your Best favor.
Therefore Love your enemies… and use them best.

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Rule N3:
Be free of adherence in this world.

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Attaching to love, makes the hatred more sensible in you.
Be empty of love.
Be empty of hate.

Impartiality is the True Way.

The world is moved by EROTAS.
(Erotas is the Greek name for “chosen” love.)

Man chooses who to love.
They say that love is blind, but that is not true.
When you say “I love her/him because…”, in the “because” is the choice.
Sometimes you can not describe “because”, but that does not make it absent.

Do not mistake feelings with emotions.
Do not be afraid of your emotions.
Do not oppress them, but learn to control them.

love is not Love.
Erotas is love that points to one.
Agape is Love pointed to everyone.

Everything in this world is boundary and your feelings are such too.
What you like is not helping you more than what you don’t like.

You like only what you know,
but you know what you have.
What you have now does not help you make miracles,
which comes to show that what you like is useless.
Therefore detach from your knowledge, feelings, “like” and “don’t like”.

Brake the boundaries.

Do not point yourself to anything and you will be Love.

Love is out of rules.
Love does not follow the rules, because Love does not do anything wrong.
Love is the only Freedom.

Coming to this point we can change rule N3 from: “Be free of adherence in this world!”
to: Be Love!