“I exist” is not “I Am”!
As I said in the previous writing, the five months in Bulgaria were the most powerful in terms of meditation.
One night in my brother’s place, I had meditation which took me to the “place” of the Thing which Is, but which does not know anything except its existence.
That is the answer of thousands and thousands… and thousands of years Eastern deception about The Thing, which they call That.
Let me start with the meditation…
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How difficult I Am?
From Chopra’s Forum
SERPIL wrote:
Truden, how much difficult u are???
How difficult I Am…?
You know… difficulty is not in intellectual conquering.
Nothing from what you deal with is difficult for your intellect.
Otherwise you would not be able to deal with it ;)
I’m carpenter.
It shouldn’t be difficult for most of you to deal with my intellectual understanding and explanations.
Not to mention that I use very basic English…
Difficulty has two aspects: understanding and acceptance.
Normally (and “normal” is always wrong) people thing that acceptance comes after the understanding.
That is VERY WRONG (anti)logical thinking.
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First Answers
Lying on the lawn during my lunch time, I had my first sparks of Truth.
In the beginning I was amazed, and then the doubt came in my mind: is that truthful experience or it is some kind of illusion? If it comes in my mind isn’t it created by me?
Every question that arose in me was answered.
I was thinking: “What is That thing, which I hear in my meditations?”
The answer came: “I Am before Krassy”
(My brother’s short name is Krassy)
I doubted that I’m going crazy.
The answer came: “(Life) Begets on You”.
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Truden vs. Advaita
More than one year ago I wrote a letter to Ramesh Balsekar – one of the leading Advaita’s upholders. I hoped that giving Balsekar a question, I’ll receive profound answer-explanation about the none duality.
Let me start this article with the question and the answer.
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Egg - Breaker
From Chopra’s message board.
Originally posted by Maya2:
Truden,
I don’t even know what question to ask!
Love - Maya
And you better don’t ask, dear Maya.
There is no reason, therefore no true answers exist.
The only true question in the Watery Abyss is “How?”
The only answer is “Love.”
Not “love”, but Love.
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